Beautiful so school, after four years of not having a problem with it, have banned bracelets. Great fab and all except I now have nothing to hide my cuts from my mum let alone my school.
things i am scared of doing:
- ordering food in a restaurant
- walking down a busy high street on my own
- talking to people on the phone
- eating in front of people
- asking for help in a shop
- meeting new people
- being in a big crowd of people with a lot of people i don’t know
the future looks bright for me
the thrill I get from cuting is unhealthy therefore I should be locked up.
And one of the many reasons for my fucked up life is my mother for giving me separation anxiety and laughing at me when I’m upset. Just because she doesn’t know how to act around me now.
